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hmmm, in a quiet mood, tonight, after watching narnia with a beloved one, someone i call darling, my brother, the most impt lil man in my life..
really prefer quiet quality time spent by myself, thinking, reflecting..
tonight's almost the last night of the yr, wunt be blogging tmr, cos i'll be partying the last night away, there's alws some excuse to party, i realise, the nye, xmas, xmas eve, birthdays, wkend, mid wks.. yeah, they're fun, but do they really account to much other than tiny bits of memories??
having fun, is not what life, is all abt. yeah, it's a part of life, and then, there's love, relationships u built up with pple.. someone told me a while back, relationships tt u built up with pple are the basis of life, and i agree with tt, making pple happy, making pple contented, a smile tt a person makes from his or her heart, can really make u warm and fuzzy inside, knowing tt hey, i made someone smile, not smile and laugh due to fun, but out of appreciation. it's not the appreciation tt makes us oh so happy, but just plain knowing it.. there is just so much to life, and all the parts just makes life a wonderful picture.
i want to be contented, i do... so much... but can we ever be??? human beings with all our desires and wants, selfish beings all of us, in one way of another...
as i reflect back on the soon to be past yr, i realise this is the yr tt i've experienced the most, life is abt experience, learning.. and i wld say i've learnt alot. been through stuff in a blinking of an eye, done things i'm ashamed of and proud of, but nvtheless, i nv regret... my heart has quietened down alot, not as rowdy as before, i think more, i think more abt pple arnd me, yes, life do revolve arnd me, life revolves arnd each and everyone of us... it involes abt what we do and the results and feelings occurred. met many new friends, left a few... i've learnt alot from the pple i left, and those still with me, u guys are all still in my heart... i wld gladly stand up and proclaim tt i'm different, more matured, and not so childish...
life is simple and not as complicated as we make it out to be...
why not do somethign more interesting to enrich your life, for exp, knowledge, which beautifies and enlarges life to the max,there is so much to life,don't u realise tt once in awhile, at a special pt of time?? helping pple, building relationships with other pple,do whatever u can, what's in ur heart, and u'll nv have any regrets, which i believe is the most impt, in all the theories of life.. helping pple is not abt having a fulfilling life, but helpign others to have a better life, charity is not abt how gd u make urself look or feel, but abt making others feel... just a simple thanks or smile and results wld be sufficient... hey, tt's y thanks is coined up...
i've met pple who love to make pple laugh out of fun, and they live for moments like tt, yeah, it's nice to make pple laugh, but isn't it better for pple to smile from their heart, tt's what makes a big difference... but as i said before, life is made out of all bits and pieces, neither is bad or good, all is impt, and we all make a difference in life, rejoice in it, cos we live in a wonderful world... donot be bitter when life on earth ends... cos we were all part of it, making it a better place... each and everyone of us...
sign off, unusual entry by ann ling...
